I am so confused. When someone is your best friend, you want them to be happy. Am I wrong? But I feel so upset when I am around my friend Isabel and she has her friend over. I don’t know if it is because I feel replaced, or like a substitute. I feel terrible for thinking that too.
Why can’t I just be happy when the people I care about are. I want to be. I really do, and I don’t know if that makes it any better or if it has no effect. Either way it doesn’t matter. While I was visiting someone today their family got into a fight. We were in the other side of the house, and you could make out every word they said.
It wanted to say something, because I know it sucks to have family fight. Especially yell at one another. I didn’t understand though, when now that I am writing this I know I should have. They always acted happy, when I saw them I thought typically stereotype perfect family. But when I heard that, that image shattered.
But I can’t judge them for that. Nobody can. I don’t think there is a person out there that hasn’t been a little different or put on a mask around certain people. Even those who don’t have been called if before.
I knew a girl, got in a fight with her brother. He called her fake, said she acted different around her friends. I had known this girl for as long as I could remember, never once around her friends, my friends, her family or mine had she acted differently once. But that is how the world works, someone always has to point out a flaw. Even if it isn’t a real one.
– Your not a sad story